A memoir from a SEAL and medic in which he explores his 25-year career in dangerous combat missions and the post-traumatic stress disorder that developed at home.

Getting underway -- Emergence of an amphibian -- A higher calling -- Anchors away -- BUD/S -- just the basics -- Breakout -- The teams -- Desert Storm -- Evacuation -- Metamorphosis -- Teammate, mentor, friend -- Arrival in Afghanistan -- Battle of Khand Pass -- QRF -- Return to battle -- Criminal encounter -- Returning home -- Finding peace -- Adrift -- Darkness and light -- A cross to bear -- Return to faith -- Trident -- A common bond -- Coming home -- Brutal honesty -- The decision -- Time to say goodbye -- The association -- Close.